Thursday, April 22, 2004
Wow...It has been 5 months and 5 days since my last entry. It seems like its been a week and I can't believe that so much has happened to me since then. It's making me think about what life really is about. I've had great times and I've had down right shitty times but they all seem the same now. We stress so much about all these little things when it really doesn't matter. I've wanted my life to be over, but I look back at it all and as bad as it seemed to me when it was happening. It all puts a smile on my face and makes me happy to be here. Last time I was writing in here I had a "great group of friends." That was just the drugs talking. Thats all they had. Thats all they were. I realized what was good for me and they weren't it. Don't get me wrong...I probably do more drugs now then when we were hanging out ,but its all just for a laugh. Before I was doing them everyday because I felt that I couldn't go on or stand life without them. I was just trying to keep myself from finding out what I already knew. Everyone that I had surrounded myself by were all jokes. So I cut myself off cold turkey. Did it by myself for a little bit...found out a little more about myself. I still don't have "true" friends...if they even exist...but I'm happy. We use drugs now, not depend on them. That still sounds bad but its usually just for a good laugh and an even better story to help us through the school day. Alright but enough with the boo*hoo I've really changed for the better bullshit. What the hell is President Bush thinking?? Focusing on gay marriage while so many innocent people are dying because of something that he started? I'm talking about our people and their people. And right as I get into the political bitching ring...the bell rings. Hopefully I won't wait so long next time. I doubt it, I've got a lot of stuff to get out of my head. I just have to try to find it first. Celebrating 4:20 really did a number on my brain cell count!
Thanks for the feedback! I like to hear when people feel the same way!
Posted at 11:43 am by ThePiecesFit
Friday, October 17, 2003
Seriously ...what is a cult? The people that point fingers are in the majority group. Doesnt that put them on the same level as the one on the other side of that finger? What makes them different except for that they have a different outlook on how daily life should be carried out. PEOPLE! LOOK AT YOURSELVES BEFORE YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT DISHING OUT ANOTHER LITTLE INSTRUCTION BOOKLET FOR OTHERS! Before you know it you, and everyone of your teeny-bopper friends are going to feel the reprocutions of your actions. These "dorks" or "freaks" will take this world over and you will be screwed. Maybe one of you is reading this right now...please tell me...why do you feel the need to put people down and ruin their lives? Just for the fun of it??? Now I have never felt this extreme abandonment and self pity but I have witnessed it one too many times and I think we should put an end to it now. All it takes is one or two people to step back and say..."hey maybe we should change our ways and except that all people deserve to be treated like descent human beings" (maybe not everyone but you get what I mean). Do you know how many people a day kill themselves because someone decided that they werent pretty enough or enjoys science labs more than running after a pigskin tackling guys left and right for no reason? Now if you are one of these people that think its ok to degrade and break down another person, and you want to email me or leave a message on my site saying that this is bullshit and that i am just sick of getting picked on....THINK AGAIN! I have known popularity all my life and could have almost any guy I want, so im not just a little whining bitch. I have put some thought and time into this subject and this is how I truely feel. I would say that you people could go to hell but I believe that this is hell...so I'll just have to kick your ass for an enternity in heaven. ;-)
See you where I see you....
- -We miss you Dave!
Posted at 11:25 am by ThePiecesFit
Monday, September 15, 2003
So...my boyfriend just left ...im in a good mood...but i still have a pluthera of ideas on my mind. A certain blogger nicknamed Madame emailed me a few days ago to tell me that she thinks the same way and that she wants to share ideas. Thank you if your reading this...that is the whole reason that i started to do this. Plus she seems like a really cool person. She explains herself as an "old soul". That's exactly how my boyfriend is so I am sure she cant be anything short of a paragon. I will email you soon but im kind of tied up in a little family trouble. Sorry its taking me so long.. Anyways I was sitting at my best friend Amber's house. Now this girl is my martyr. Not only did she probably save me from myself...but she opened up a whole new world to me. She has taught me soo many things about life...she has gone through so much turmoil and she still has a habitual smile on her face. She is a true hippie and i respect her with all my soul and love her with all my heart. She will have never done wrong in my eyes. But anywayz...we were sitting there in her room talking to her mom...her mom is spiritually enlightened and can tell us of our set fate (we talk to her for hours upon hours in complete awe of her ability)...and we are talking about religion....guess what though...this ones a cliffhanger...my tranquilizers have just kicked in and i need to go to bed. I'm not very coherent when im under the influence. But dont start throwing your computer out the window just yet because i am going to finish this tomorrow. It will be much better if i write it tomorrow anyways because this has changed my entire lookout on life so it is very prominent in my mind right now and i will be coming up with some pretty extreme ideas...or maybe just a big blog of crap... Who knows just read it tomorrow i guess.........
Sleep Well...thats the only time of peace that you REALLY have!
Posted at 08:10 pm by ThePiecesFit
Thursday, September 11, 2003
Today is my sister's birthday. She's gonna be five. She is one of the most precious things in my life. I wish the world for her. I am greatful that i have a good reason to be happy today. So many people are grieving for their loved ones who became innocent victims 2 years ago today. Well im gonna have to cut this short and step down from my soapbox for a day because the bell is about to ring and im goin to lunch.
Happy Birthday Payton!
I Love You!
Posted at 11:44 am by ThePiecesFit
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
Think about it, what is this country really based on? Can you really say. No! You know why? Because the truth is hidden from you! It is purposly put away in a dark room never to be found except future civilizations that have easily conquered us to find. They say that we can't handle the truth...well my friend thats because they have brainwashed an overwhelming majority of our people to think that this way is right and that no matter what, we stand by and agree with their decisions. I know I cant make a difference by myself...but I sure as hell am not going to sit here and let those egotistical war machines think that they have got me anywhere near where they want me. I will not sit down. I will not let this happen to me. I will not bow down and allow my kids to inherite such a poor excuse for a "life of freedom". What have we come to? I watched the democratic rally and heard a brave sole stand up for what she believed in. I respected that and was suprised to see that the american people were shielded by her words of wisdom. We have to listen to their thoughts...why can't they take a minute out of their meaningless day to listen to us..even if it doesnt matter, they should still know where their people stand. They even had the audacity to apologize to "senator Grahm". This woman disagreed with him....I don't see how that entitles him to an apology. He has his views...he's standing in front of a microphone in front of people that don't give a rats ass what he thinks and she has her own...she should be allowed to let it be heard. Just because we dont care doesnt mean that we dont listen though. He couldnt take 30 seconds to allow someone else to express how they feel. Well fuck you senator Grahm. Because I'm not even gonna listen anymore...see how you fucking like it.
Posted at 11:22 am by ThePiecesFit
Friday, September 05, 2003
Wow am I bored....I'm sitting here in keyboarding class and i would like to contact some kind of a descent human...not possible. If i were a cheerleader i'd be fine...i really am not making any sense...but its ok because no one is probably gonna read this anyway.
Smoke Crack and
Anyways...if you do read this i probably wont add anything tomorrow...if i do its something that i wrote today when i was bored in class. Im going partyin tomorrow with an old friend. It will be some good times and hopefully i will never come back.
So wish me luck
By the way to any guy who ever thinks that he has a right even fucking TOUCH a girl in a way that she doesnt want...whether it be hitting or rape or anything that that person doesnt want....I will hunt you down and kill you like the spineless sack of shit that you are...That goes for you GREG...you know what im talkin about and you better not show you're fucking face again.
Sorry this whole thing is pure bullshittin but im too tired to think of anything serious right now.
Posted at 11:42 am by ThePiecesFit
Thursday, September 04, 2003
WAKE UP! Before you know it you'll be "chillin" to your Justin Timberlake CD and watching your MTV, throwing up your dinner so you look good tomorrow, and then all of a sudden your just a slave with no rights. You will lose you voice before you ever even find it if your not careful. This country started off on the thought of minimum rules, laws, and regulations, maximum FREEDOM. Do we even know the real meaning of the word? Our rights are slowly being taken away from us and we're gonna sit here and take it. You may not realize it but it is happening. If you put a frog in boiling water, it will jump out quickly without being harmed. But if you put a frog in cold water and slowly heat it up, it will sit there like a rock and die from the extreme heat. It doesn't even know what hit it. Act now. Say no. Don't let them get away with it. We are not to be an entire society of mindless zombies working like programmed robots. If they want subservient bitches they should approve cloning or do it themselves, or go somewhere else.Get the hell out. I'm not taking it. Nevermind, Fuck you all. I'm outta here.
What Would George Washington Think
Posted at 06:31 pm by ThePiecesFit